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Unsatisfied

2012-02-06T16:08:00.002+08:00

Hey guys so I know I haven't posted any entries in a while. It's just that I've been busy with life. :P Anywho, today would've been perfect.. it would've been...but then again.. my life has always been that.. imperfect.

I'm at home right now, doing three chapters of science homework, kinda upset.

I went to hang out with Steph, Nuha and Fiq Unnie today(& this time I wasn't late, arrived at exactly the same time as Steph Unnie) since it's been a while and we wanted to catch up and I REALLY had to see them since I cancelled out on my Sweet 16 the last time. I was so happy when I ~~thought~~ (I) had gotten permission to watch a movie. That meant my mum would've sent me and gone back home. We could've ate, watched a movie and then chatted a bit and I would've been home by 3.30pm. Not bad, right? WRONG. Suddenly, on the way to Subang Parade my mum asked me that if I was gonna take a long time or not. I mean, lunch and a movie.. well, it'd take a few hours. She was shocked. She told me my dad said I could only meet up with them for a bit. Nothing more. I called my dad, he said to ask my mum. And then they spoke to each other and I couldn't go. WTHELL rite? Freaking pissed off. I told my dad I was going to watch "Chronicles" A WEEK AGO!

I feel REALLY, REALLY bad for Steph Unnie 'cause I've cancelled on watching a movie with her THREE TIMES.

My plans were ruined and I don't really intend to elaborate more on that part.

We went to eat at Sushi King(at first we went to Bata to accompany Nuha Unnie to buy shoes because the restaurant was still closed).

I don't remember (the name of) what I ate but it was good...I just couldn't finish it all. And the Orange Yakult is REALLY good!

Mine, it's sticky rice, chicken(with I don't know what sauce in it) and miso soup. Honestly, the Miso soup has this lingering taste after you eat it(like something raw is inside it- I don't quite like it much)

Fiq Unnie's

Nuha and Steph Unnie's Bento Sets (they bought the same thing)

The price was quite above-the-normal range for so little food :) but it was okay. Quite worth it. The sushi doesn't taste la-excellente but it's edible. I prefer Sushi King than Sakae anyway.

And I'm super happy with the presents they gave me, thank you unnies :)

Nuha Unnie- why'd you move? -_-

All-in-all, for the first time... I'd really like to say this wasn't the best get-together ever. I couldn't spend more time but I'm thankful. I really didn't have the heart to tell the girls this but I won't be able to meet them anytime soon because there will be stuff going on from mid february-march of 2013.

My parents just had to ruin it all. You know what? I don't want to blame them. Whatever. Just let me wallow in sadness by myself(whilst doing my science homework :( )

"He Said, She Said" 1.01 (His Past, Her Present)

2012-01-25T23:09:00.005+08:00

Check this out on youtube :)

25-01-2012

Twin eggs

2012-01-24T23:02:00.015+08:00

LOL, I found this picture I took with my phone a while back. My mum made spaghetti soup(which is a "Malaysian-ed" dish of the original "Bolognase") which needed these eggs. I couldn't eat it because it was so disgusting. I hate eggs. Boiled/Scrambled/Fried.. etc.

I have twin cousins, so I had this theory that whenever we cracked/boiled an egg and it came out as twins we would be meeting this cousins very soon(and everytime we did they would drop by)...but it turned out the whole batch of eggs that we bought were twin eggs. So I guess our theory wasn't completely rejected/false it's just that those other eggs cancelled the "ritual". LOL I'm not superstitious so you guys can just wave this out. It's ridiculous.

Xian Nian Kuai Le

2012-01-23T22:59:00.005+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!

I took some pictures of my nails that I did for CNY but it got deleted by some idiot. If I do find it, I'll edit the post and will add the pics. If not, then.... :(

Ayu :)

2012-01-22T17:52:00.001+08:00

So, my dad fulfilled my wish to hang out with one of my closest childhood friends today. I've known her since I was 6 years old. It's been ten years. You look so mature now Ayu and still as pretty as always :)

& even though I had to wait nearly 2 hours for Ayu to arrive, it was okay.

These pics were taken on the Ferry's Wheel. I rode twice. Once with Ayu and once with my lil sis.

Kyahaha! I had lots of fun. And I bought a little too much nail polishes. Now I've got to find out how to sell them!

Signing off!

Missed date

2012-01-21T23:27:00.000+08:00

Wow, so you're cancelling again.

The Birthday Post

2012-01-20T23:55:00.183+08:00

I'm gonna start out today's entry with a picture of my little sister- taken with the Nikon D40(colour editing by Photoscape)

I went through A WHOLE load of ordeals today but I promised myself that when I turned 16- I shouldn't cry anymore. I always wondered why on my birthday EVERY YEAR there was something bad that would happen. Whether it be something simple like no sauce for the fish & fillet or we left the umbrella in the car kind of thing. Then, I realised it was a test. A test from GOD, I don't really care if you're atheist or whatever but to me, I've always believed in the Higher Power.

So today is Friday, my favourite day of the week and since my birthday fell on the second last Friday of January, I was ecstatic! & It was a very beautiful day, it was raining(I HATE SUNNY HOT DAYS ) and it was cold.. so I thought.. THIS IS GONNA BE PERFECT!

I woke up- went to bother my mum a 'lil. Then, I got ready for my birthday shopping. I don't know what Birthday Shopping is for you guys but for our family, Birthday Shopping is REALLY FUN. Family members/Friends give money and with that budget you can buy whatever you want. It can be anything. So, you don't impose on other people and you can have whatever you want(you don't have to be all sad when you aren't given the present you expected). If you don't have enough money then it's just better if you keep it. Easy. The "surprise" part really isn't necessary.. at least in my opinion.

When we were all set to head out. The problems came

The car wouldn't start because of the battery.
My dad called my uncle and while we were waiting for him.. well, let's just say. I got my red flag. It was horrid and I felt like dying. I couldn't get up from my bed for about two hours.
Then my dad wouldn't turn on the internet. (he did eventually but I missed TVD) .
I argued with my mum.
When we got to use the car. The Birthday Shopping was rushed and I only got to look at a few things because we had to head back home fast(my uncle had to pick up his wife from work and we were using the car he, was using) .
A few crucial things needed for the Steamboat wasn't available at Giant.
The girl at Secret Recipe's was a dawdler. You don't know how much I hate dawdler's

When we headed back home, I was SO tired. I helped my Mum prepare the food for the Steamboat and then FINALLY I got to watch TVD. I went through alot but I'm really quite happy, I didn't let a tear drop. &I was kinda annoyed by the presence of my Uncle but it's okay, I hope next year, it'll be just the 5 of us.

Here are some pics from the Birthday dinner:

THE REALLY NICE Butterscotch cake which is pure

The food was delicious- all thanks to my mum

Here are some presents I got(excluding the Teddy Bears):

My sister bought me these two shirts :) they're simple but I love them. Awwwhhhxxx and I simply HEART the lace on the uhh half-jacket(?)

These bags are from my little brother. I gave the small pouch to my mum :P

All-in-all

I had a good day.

It wasn't amazinglyexceptionalbeautifulgorgeoussimplyfantastic- but still.

IT WAS REALLY GOOD.

I'd REALLY like to thank my friends and my family for this day :)

Thank you so much for always being there for me.

You guys are amazing.

You make me happy.

I love you.

And for every second and every minute that I've known each and every one of you. I will treasure it until I die because it is that special to me.

Gahhh, I sound cheesy

I know I make a big deal out of small things and I make stuff complicated. I think differently and I'm weird but I'm also making the best of life. I'm taking baby steps, journeying into the adult world and I may not mature right now but I'm slowly learning.

Birthdays are very important to me because of this certain event that happened in my life. I remembered when I was about 9 years old and there was this little girl. I bought a huge cake for my birthday party and she had a really small one, she was about two years younger than me. Her mum asked her if she wanted a bigger cake but she said, "It's alright, we'll buy this one. Next year when you get more money we can buy one a little bit bigger.". I realised I was kind of selfish. I needed to change... but until now that memory has been lost.

Life is not about taking, or wanting.. or even expecting. It's about giving and from here on forth. Marking the day I turn 16 years old I need to start giving.

My poor mum cleaned, cook and brought me out shopping. Thank you so much Momma. Without you. I don't know where I'd be. I love you and a thank you to my baby sis for accompanying me.

OH MY GOD, I'M FINALLY 16!

(I DO NOT LIKE THIS AGE)
-DIES-

Oh yeah, and I don't think I'll be uploading the pilot of "He said, She said" today because there is one missing line from a voice actor. *sighs* If I do get to post it up, I'll update this entry.

'til then, Cheerio!

Lovellina

My one day goal

2012-01-19T19:43:00.002+08:00

I'm supposed to finish 27 Chapters of Science before 12am. That is my goal before turning 16.

My life is a mess

2012-01-18T18:12:00.002+08:00

Where do I begin?

Hello, there

2012-01-17T14:49:00.000+08:00

I am very sad.

Canon Powershot Elph 310HS

2012-01-16T22:08:00.002+08:00

I REALLY WANT THIS CAMERA.

(creds to owner of pic)

Something that was meant to be

2012-01-14T19:52:00.000+08:00

Today was suppose to be my Sweet16 :(

Friday the 13th

2012-01-13T17:10:00.000+08:00

This has been a REALLY, REALLY BAD DAY.

I have a whole load of reasons, explanations and excuses.

Daily dose of witches and vampires

2012-01-12T21:22:00.004+08:00

So I woke up REALLY EARLY TO WATCH live streaming of both series. Guess what? It jammed. Lagged and was stuck for thirty whole minutes. I finally gave up.

In the end, I did some other stuff until I could watch the ones, others uploaded onto the internet.

YOU SUCK LIVE STREAMING!

Busted speakers

2012-01-11T19:46:00.003+08:00

We can't watch our movies 'cause the amplifier is busted. It's been 20 years Kenwood. You're older than me :P

The list ^.^

2012-01-10T23:35:00.010+08:00

So, I'm talking about two lists here. THE BIRTHDAY LIST & THE CAST LIST

Okay.. some things I NEED for my birthday are:

CAMERA..CAMERA..CAMERA(omg yes, that Canon Powershot Elph 300hs) I've been dying to get.
Hair Straightener/Curler
MY close FRIENDS & FAMILY AT MY SWEET16
SWEET 16
FRIENDS AND FAMILY(UHHH WAIT.. DID I type this in already?)

Yeah, it's not much but it'd really make my day :)

Moving on.. I FINALLY RELEASED MY CAST LIST. Congrats to those who got the part :) I'm excited to be working with you VERY TALENTED VOICE ACTORS!

REMEMBER, HD IS SEXYYY

LOL: Laugh Out Loud

2012-01-09T23:29:00.001+08:00

Inappropriate but Miley Cyrus is in it <3

Dark. Dark. Dark

2012-01-08T12:26:00.001+08:00

Is it JUST me or???

Okay, so from what I've read and heard ~~from my dad UHUKS~~. Is that those with light hair and light eyes are..well..mutants... because millions of years ago- there was no blonde, or blue/green eyes(well not so much) because almost all men(& women) were made DARK. There are only about 30% light-coloured(as in hair and eyes- excluding the skin) humans in this world. The rest of us, are, well.. DARK.

That's why when you read books or movies- there will be alot more dark people(pale skin is not in the calculation) than there are "light people". And even if the book originally has a "light" hero/heroine in it- when the books are tuned into a TV series, the characters go through a major change. Like Vampire Diaries for example. I'm not saying this is bad- it's just humans are naturally attracted to "dark" things than we are to light. Hence the saying(which is overly used), "Tall, Dark & Handsome."

I'm not claiming that this is completely accurate- but you get the point.

Jane by design

2012-01-07T12:17:00.001+08:00

Also joining my long list of good shows to watch is "Jane by Design"(excluding The Vampire Diaries because -looses all emotional control- jfklahflafhda is the best show EVER).

The main lead is played by Erica Dasher. There are two familiar faces, Nick Roux(hot-guy-who-cheated-on-Naomi-Scott's-character-omg-that-was-long in Lemonade mouth) and Andie MacDowell(this old lady who I suppose was a star back in those days ~~uhuks my parents)~~.

The story line is good and there's two guys who like her. If you watch episode 1, you'll know why. I just hope she ends up with her bestfriend. He's seriously a great guy if not an idiot.

The world does not end. Not yet. Possibly.

2012-01-06T22:42:00.001+08:00

Oh Charlie, you're so cute.. if only you weren't a nerd.

Tears, smiles and madness

2012-01-05T20:38:00.011+08:00

Okay, so if you SERIOUSLY think The Vampire Diaries is the best show on the planet EVER. Then you should watch today's episode. It is FREAKING AWESOME! I can't tell you much but it's simply epic. I'll make it a point to watch tonight's episode 10 times! Yes, it was that good.

DELENA FOR LIFE!

And you know what, Jeremy's pretty hot too(~~please don't make him leave the show~~).

Moving on to The Secret Circle, it was okay. The only thing making me go all excited is Cassie's super power(spoiler) and that Jake is back. JAKE AND CASSIE ARE DESTINED TO BE TOGETHER. They're fueling the Cassie and Adam romance, which, honestly is going NOWHERE. Other than that it was fine.

Can't stop listening to this

2012-01-04T21:04:00.000+08:00

So many things to do, so little time.

2012-01-03T17:50:00.001+08:00

Some quotes from "He said, She said"

"You know what's more painful than dying? Losing hope and the people you love."- He Said

"Life was perfect. I was perfect. Until I met him."- She Said.

The 2nd

2012-01-02T20:35:00.001+08:00

It's the second of January already? Omygosh, what have I been doing with my time? Have to start with Form 4 Science tommorow -dies-.

Oh, and yes Pretty little liars is going to be on TV tommorow(for me, 'cause Malaysia is one day ahead of certain parts of America) AND OMG, TVD is going to be back.

I FREAKING LOVE JANUARY!

For new years..

2012-01-01T22:32:00.001+08:00

I cleaned the whole house... yeahhhh.. I have no life.

2011 raises it's flag.

2011-12-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

I'd like to start the post by being grateful...because that is the MOST important thing I learnt throughout the year.

I'm grateful that I'm still alive & breathing.. and I'm able to see through to the new year ahead of me.
I'm grateful that I was able to achieve my dream of building my website.
I'm grateful that I was able to resume temporary Chinese lessons, even if it was for just a short time.
I'm grateful that I'm loved.
I'm grateful for my family and friends.
I'm grateful for everyday.

Alot of people would end the year by doing a New Year's resolution.. and for a time, I did it aswell but as I grew up.. it felt like I was forcing myself - when I was unable to attain a certain something at that appropriate time, it frustrated me. So, from then onwards, I would finish every year with what I've learnt.

It made me feel at ease and a whole lot happy.

Life is like a journey through the mountains, you might get injured or hurt by rocks and stones.. but you still get up at the end of the day and reach your final destination. It is truly a wonderful thing God has given us. It is a gift and we should not waste it.. and we should thank HIM and remember HIM every single moment of every single day.

Happy New Year

and I thank you, my readers, for following me all these years through my rocky yet beautiful journey.

P/S: A happy anniversary to my mummy and daddy. They have been married for 20 years now (yupppp, they are PUH-RETTY old) XD XD

What kind of guy are you?

2011-12-30T17:22:00.046+08:00

At one time, appearance was EVERYTHING to me, but as I grew older & matured.. I realised that doesn't even matter. It's the heart that counts.

So, the first thing that attracts me to a guy other than him being extremely cute or polite & mature(OMG, older guys..yum :P) is that he doesn't waste his time oogling at girls. That, for me, is a TOTAL turn off after smoking.

Because I don't spend my time sneaking glances at you, so you shouldn't be looking my way. If you're genuinely interested in getting to know me & STARING point blank in MY FACE then it's just better if you walk up & SAY something!

Also, I really like smart people. Not the nerd/geek-types. I also do NOT like guys who wear glasses..I feel weird when I talk to them- and my dad wears one and I don't want the guy I like to look like my dad :P. I mean, if you wear it for reading and driving, sure, but at other times... TAKE IT OFF. I also like guys who are responsible and funny. The quiet types would scare me away because I'd like feedback and a person I can talk to, not just a dull old rock who takes in ideas & does not give any input.

Third, he must be able to be creative but does not dream of the impossible. He's content with a small office job & yet he enjoys lifes many pleasures. Whether it may be fishing, parasailing, paiting, reading, writing, singing, dancing, eating, travelling..etc. As long as he is not a plain ole' bore who becomes depressed when he has nothing to do(& he forces it onto himself).

Lastly, I'd like someone the opposite of me. I'll pray everyday for that right guy. Just like I'll pray for my own house, my own car, good grades, a happy, normal life, world peace, to be free of debt, clean air, my mum & dad to enjoy everyday without being stressed out.. & first & foremost to enter heaven.

P/S: Bad boys are so overrated.. didn't you know? Tall, dark & handsome is SO 2011 :P Blonde, stylish & sexy is the way to go(Jk Jk).

*nervous laugh*

omgee, I'm a perv.

Heartwrenching.

2011-12-29T00:34:00.011+08:00

I had no idea who this kid was. I only watched his videos wayyyy back- in like late 2010. I was a fan..and it's sad to know he's gone. It's kinda sad for his parents. :( He died on Christmas day. Young people don't deserve to die early, no matter how bad things may be- because we are what changes the world we live in today.

What's so funny to me is that I'm yapping on about how my life is a stupid mess...but this kid looks SO NORMAL and so happy, yet he's suffering deep inside. Makes you think twice about your needs and desires....and being grateful is most important.

My desktop's wallpaper

2011-12-28T14:10:00.002+08:00

I feel.. sad and angry.

2011-12-27T14:03:00.002+08:00

I have depression and it's not the small "oh-you'll-get-over-it-when-you-grow-up" kind of thing.. because it's NOT. It's in me, swallowing me, turning me around. I try to get over it.. but I just can't. I know it's my fault...but I can't do anything about it. Even if I went to school. Things would still be the same. Even if I was popular or rich or poor and ugly.. I'd still feel this way. I can't help it. I need help. I reached out for a hand but nobody's at the other end.

I saw my best friend a few days ago, who, I don't think would consider me one of her "best" friends anymore. We did everything together when we were younger but now saying even "hello" is difficult.
I wanted to hug her and say "I miss you" but I couldn't... it felt so awkward.

Won't take what is mine, yours, ours...

2011-12-26T19:50:00.023+08:00

I need money for:

Books
Classes
Food
Clothes
Bills
Rent
Shampoo, soap, toothpaste. daily things etc.

So many things. We can pay for all of this- without any help, but once there is somebody who interferes with our daily finances. Things go wrong.

People say I'm homeschooled and that I have no friends and that I'm going crazy because I stay at home too much..but when I go out, meet my friends, have fun. I'm wasting time or throwing money away and they tell me that I should be studying or working(produce results, do something that would provide me with $$). Cut the crap.

Honestly, nobody cares about your well-being.. so.. why should we, in return who are not able to help ourselves find trouble?

If you're drowning in an ocean full of water.. before you can save the person who is in need of help, you must be able to swim AND you must know that you're stable enough(mentally, emotionally, physically) before you decide to do anything.

Don't try to be a hero when you're just the kid next door suffering abuse & don't take what is others to give to those who already have so much. You're not Robin Hood. You're the government.

Unselfish requests

2011-12-25T21:32:00.002+08:00

I just want to sleep on my own bed without anyone else in the room. To be able to change my clothes- without having to be aware of somebody knocking it to want, to grab something of theirs. To not worry about getting sick. To not be stressed out.

Such simple requests and I can't have them.

Life is full of $h*t.

I'm confused.

2011-12-24T20:36:00.000+08:00

I've beeeenn soo stupid today -_-. Can't believe what I just did..and yet again, I don't know for sure if I'm right or wrong? :P We'll just have to wait and see.

Cancellation [Pure Blood]

2011-12-23T20:52:00.001+08:00

So yeah.. I'm kinda depressed now.

Cancelled.

2011-12-22T17:22:00.001+08:00

I've decided to cancel "Pure Blood". I've lost too many voice actors and I'm too tired to find others and I don't see the point anymore. I don't enjoy doing it any longer.. so.. yeah..why continue?

GOODBYE PURE BLOOD

Midnight Kiss.

2011-12-21T18:16:00.002+08:00

The most unexpected pairing.. but cute :)

K.I.S.S

2011-12-20T18:57:00.001+08:00

Keep it simple stupid

Okay, so I've been working on this Sims 3 Machinima series and I have absolutely NO IDEA where I'm going with it. I think I exaggerate some parts and make it hard to work with.. when it's supposed to be easy as PIE!

Hence, the stupid title.

New posters for "He said, She Said"

2011-12-19T22:43:00.020+08:00

So, I've been working on THIS:

Nicole Taylor ❤ Charlie Brookes

Sundays are the suckiest day of the week.

2011-12-18T18:09:00.002+08:00

You have to sleep early because tommorow is Monday(-working day)
I have to clean the house(but this week I didn't have to, thank god)
I just hate it, why is it called "Sun" day ANYWAYS- IT'S NOT ALWAYS SUNNY!

17-12-11

2011-12-17T16:20:00.046+08:00

No more Sunway Pyramid.

Hung out with Nyssa, Fiq and Steph Unnie today at Subang Parade. Nyssa and Fiq Unnie came all the way from "yonder" :P. Poor them(and I was 15 minutes late aswell!) I'M SO SORRY! PLEASE FORGIVE ME AND sorry guys, I'm not old enough to drive or ride the KTM, if not, I'd go where you guys are. XD :)

Anyway, I was late because mum decided to TAKE THE LOT OF US. The whole family= 10 more minutes -_-. And our car was blocked for certain reasons, which took up more time. I even cried. Yes, I'm a 5 year old in a body of a nearly 16 year old. Whatev's!

Let's meet the unnies first :D

Steph Unnie has nice skin, cute button eyes and a warm personality :)

Fiq Unnie eating- hahahahahah, sorry! The way Fiq unnie eats is very cautious. Like a predator "DON'T STEAL MY FOOD". Fiq Unnie has a very bright attitude, sarcastic comments and nice eyebrows XD XD

Nyssa Unnie is PRETTY. However she talks like a baby, I couldn't hear her speak very properly. Sorry unnie!

My fav unnies

adaflkadja wtheck, this isn't some stupid "for a 3-year old" portfolio... moving on...

Had pizza, walked around Subang Parade, wanted to watch a movie, but was too late(three of us had to go home early). Anyway, in the end we ended up going to Empire. Only for a short while though. I told the three unnies something VERY STRANGE, they looked so happy at first but then their faces looked like this:

OMG.

Sorry guys, once again.. I spoke too much.

So, anyway, when dad waited for me at Subway, which is across the street from Subang Parade. I had walked ALL THE WAY FROM PARKSON GRAND.. because I got lost a little... hehe, I was supposed to exit at the door near Dome's but I couldn't find the way. Soooo.. I got really tired while trying to cross to get to Carrefour. Honestly, I had an amazing time. I miss my bestfriend M, S and C but I don't think we'll meet anytime soon. They're busy with school :(

The end.

Fiq Unnie's side of the story: here

My favourite day of the week.

2011-12-16T19:12:00.000+08:00

No matter how bad my day is- Friday's are usually the least worst. On Friday's, I get to watch American TV shows(they air on Thursday night which is already Friday morning to me), eat good food, laze around and by the end of the day, have fun because the day awaiting me is a weekend.

Friday's are awesome.

Thursday.

2011-12-15T16:00:00.000+08:00

My Chinese homework has been piling up and I haven't finished even one coursework. I am practically.. dead.

Bad chef~

2011-12-14T17:54:00.010+08:00

So, my mum is sick today....and I had to cook again. I didn't take pictures of the Chinese Herbal Soup I made, because, honestly, it isn't that special.

I hope she gets better by Friday. I seriously CANNOT stand cooking.

We're having a meet-up this Saturday and I'm super excited to go...however, I don't know if my mum will let me stay for the movie :(. If my dad comes along, lol, my plan will be ruined!

Don't come along, okay Dad? I enjoy your company but sometimes I want to spend time with my friends.

'Cause they are awesome. Especially F and S :) You guys know I'm talking about you, it's just nobody knows who you are(uhhhh, unless they know you like I do -_- theheck?)

I made lunch today :)

2011-12-13T19:38:00.003+08:00

So, this is what I made for lunch today(mum hurt her hand so she couldn't cook)

It's suppose to be made from an Australian recipe but it tastes and looks SO MUCH like the food from the Chinese restaurant at Carrefour. I felt like barfing the whole day because I hate to chop up the meat (and there was ALOT of blood). This is the first time I've made everything by myself! I hope I never have to cook again!

Andddddddd, yay! I can officially use my watermark :D

Everyone thinks it's great, except my dad, he ALWAYS has a complaint. Usually, I eat two plates/bowls of everything that is made. I only had one bowl of this stuff :P

I will not stand for verbal abuse.

2011-12-12T23:35:00.000+08:00

What is verbal abuse?

Verbal abuse is another form of bullying. People take it lightly because, to them, it is not as painful as physical abuse. They are wrong. Victims may seem normal and act normal, however they are not.

The painful input that is placed in our minds are alot more difficult to remove than that pain which is inflicted on our body.

DO NOT STAND FOR VERBAL ABUSE. If you feel you are treated badly, stand up for yourself. Do it now, not later, not tommorow. NOW.

I need to set my priorities straight.

2011-12-11T18:26:00.001+08:00

So, I've cleared my schedule and such. Made sure I have enough time for so and so.. I hope everything works out by the end of this year! Wish me luck~

Nobody knows about my website?

2011-12-10T22:48:00.008+08:00

YOU! Yes, YOU!

Why are you here anyway? How did you know about me? Do you know who created me?

Please spread the amazing news about how I have entertained you and show my owner some love :D

The study of Biology

2011-12-09T19:44:00.000+08:00

Biology is the study of how things came to be? Right? Well, so that's how I'm gonna start my essay. I guess I don't have to do any English if this subject is going to torture me. But! Guess what? I love it.

It's not that hard to believe, really.

Too busy

2011-12-08T15:33:00.002+08:00

I've been too busy to even update my website regularly. As you can see, I've been working on the macinimas- buildings sets and so on. The desktop I'm using is very good at lagging so it's been torture. When I'm all done with my work, I'm too tired to post any entries :( -sigh-.

I like simple.....

2011-12-07T22:18:00.000+08:00

.........but I'm a complicated person

You know why I can't write good stories?

2011-12-06T21:03:00.001+08:00

I know I promised myself that by starting afresh.. there will be no bad thoughts what so ever....but I can't stop ranting about my life!

I can't write well enough because everything I write is about "love" -between a boy and a girl and I AM NO GOOD AT THAT. I've never experienced it, truly. So, what am I writing, really?!

HE SAID, SHE SAID

2011-12-05T17:18:00.006+08:00

TADAAAAAAAAA.. THIS IS WHAT I'VE BEEN WORKING ON!

It's SO romantic!

Healthy things to do to improve your lifestyle.

2011-12-04T19:58:00.009+08:00

I have some healthy tips to share with you to stay fit and beautiful. Especially for girls.

Drink water
Exercise
Go to the spa atleast once every 5 months
DO NOT eat carbs ~~(excessively~~)
Nahh.. that colour doesn't match you. So, coat on some lip gloss instead and remove ALL that make-up caked on your face.
Smile no matter what brings you down or if you're having a bad day.

I know, they're lame but at least they work! :)

New project

2011-12-03T14:11:00.003+08:00

It's Saturday! Saturday's SUCK. My favourite day of the week is, Friday.(*plays Rebecca Black's "Friday"). Anyway, I've been working on this new project I'm super excited to be showing you guys but I can't just yet. I'll release it on the 5th.

Stay tuned!

Have a nice weekend~~

Hidden

2011-12-02T20:58:00.002+08:00

Many of my friends have been asking me WHY my website is so EMPTY. Well, truth is, I've hide the previous posts. I've been writing entries since 2009 and I feel too sad to remove all of it, so I've hidden it and started from December the 1st 2011, refreshing, isn't it?

Please expect my usual "regular" posts from now on. :D!

It's official!

2011-12-01T16:32:00.001+08:00

I OFFICIALLY OWN A WEBSITE NOW!

WELCOME TO LOVELLINA.COM EVERYBODY!

AND YESSSSS.. I'M BACKKK!

Nobody cares about our happines.

2011-10-07T22:10:00.007+08:00

My mum, my siblings and me will never attain bliss. You know why? Because everybody keeps invading our sanctuary.

When I go back to Penang, I must treat this person right and that person better. There is NO one who..treats me RIGHT. Why am I suppose to please you when you're RUDE to me. I HATE PEOPLE LIKE THAT. When I come back.. they sulk. They throw tantrums. Newsflash, everybody around me is like that. So wthell, why can't I act the same towards you? And this message is not directed towards a single person- there are atleast two people like this.

You people are so SELFISH. Do you think you're the only person who is unhappy? Do you think you're the only person who has money problems? Are you the only one who's suffering? I cry everyday, pray everyday that my life will change for the better...but life isn't always so fair.

When I'm home, this person comes by and that person drops by, why doesn't she invite people to HER HOUSE.. oh.. I know.. 'cause she wants US to pay for EVERYTHING. When they come by.. and she orders MY MUM to do this and get that. Treat her like that again and you WILL PAY FOR IT.

My mum might sit quitely and listen. But I'll poison her.. and tell her how much she's suffering. Because she doesn't know it for herself.

Do you think I'll tolerate the crap? I have a BRAIN. I know when people TREAT ME good or BAD!

My mum takes it all in, never complains and then breaks-down because she can't do anything about it. You chose this life mum. Deal with it. I know you never complain.. and I know you just bear with it.. but I can't.

I'm gonna be selfish.

because everybody treats my mum, my siblings and me like

servants, like garbage, like dirt.

AND I'M NO HYPOCRITE, If I hate you.

I show it

Tomato Rice, Chili Chicken, Dhal and "Acar".

2011-10-06T18:04:00.009+08:00

Had this for lunch today:

Mum's homemade Tomato Rice with Chili Chicken, Dhal and "Acar".
I wondered if Heaven tasted the same.
I love you mum, ~~your cooking EVEN MORE~~

Anywho, Steve Jobs IS DEAD- RIP .

Stanza Cinta

2011-10-05T17:54:00.011+08:00

Finally finished watching the final episode of "Stanza Cinta" and I have to say that I didn't enjoy it one bit. The story was kind of stupid anyway- it lacked logic. Just like most Malay Dramas. Anywho, I've been snacking on preserved fruits my mum bought from Penang, there are 8 packets and one packet is already empty . I assure you the other 7 won't be around for long, hehe..Mum is quite cross.

Pure Blood Pilot [Ep 1 Part 2] "How it all started"

2011-10-04T19:56:00.003+08:00

I've been procrasting this for too long- but here it is FINALLY!

YAY!

Eating Unhealthy

2011-10-03T23:09:00.002+08:00

I don't know why my dad doesn't eat breakfast- he wakes up at 2pm(<--- LOL pun intended XD) and then eats lunch 2 times and at like.. 11pm goes out to search for food...after he eats..he lazes around and sleeps

Honestly dad, I just want to stay at home and SLEEP AT night.. because during the day.. all hell breaks loose.

No "Kampung"

2011-10-02T11:36:00.048+08:00

I don't have a "Kampung" so I'm pretty jealous of people who do . My grandparents and my grandparents grandparents are all town/city folk. I've only been to a "Kampung" once.. and didn't even sleep there. It was just like a visit.. then we went to the town.

However.. I HATE going back to Penang my SUPPOSED hometown WHICH DOESN'T feel like a second home at all! .

Every time I'm forced to go there it feels like murdering someone would be better then going (and yes, I'm exaggerating..but WHATEVER)

Honestly, I just don't feel at home. I know a certain someone who treats other people better than my own family when they are there. Hey, I'm not pointing towards anybody

Other than the food, there is nothing much thats there at all.. the sea smells like CRAP(literally), the people are BORING(they are only nice to you when they want something) and it feels like I'm wasting my time and energy(even though I'm just lazing around)

I love my cosy little house and I love my friends. And it's alright if it's just me, mum, dad, Mr.I & Baby-chan or just all my friends camped up together. Grandparents? I don't have them. Uncles and Aunts? I can live without. Cousins. Pick and Choose.

Penang is no longer a "home" to me. A home is where you feel and know you belong. To me, Penang is just a place where you can eat good food. If all those shops(selling those amazing food) moved to where I'm living- I wouldn't look at Penang twice, or better yet step on the land.

And that is how much I loathe the place.

It's October- ZOMG!

2011-10-01T17:34:00.006+08:00

I can't believe September has passed us by like she never even came!

I won't be changing my layout this month guys, until mid-october(I think)..

I've grown a month older

Sayonara September!

2011-09-30T01:12:00.000+08:00

Here comes..rainy season!

Goodbye September

TVD and TSC Digest: THIS WEEKS EPISODE SUCKED(for real)

2011-09-29T23:26:00.012+08:00

I know The Vampire Diaries has it's up and downs... however..(I can't believe I'm saying this) todays' episode was ONE OF THE WORST.. and there was this guy who said it was his favourite episode yet- well, the only good thing about it is that *spoiler* OMG YAY! NO MORE STELENA- I hope.. unless.. Elena still wants to act like the idiot, she partly is XD -_- (yeah, yeah even if their your favourite character- you can still diss them).

And to add it all up, TSC wasn't particularly interesting either...

A man's single tear is more painful than that of a woman's.

2011-09-28T17:52:00.010+08:00

Kinda not true. Wthell? Male Chauvinist much?

But I'm still addicted to this song.. and it makes me rethink that saying

iN LOVE

A very funny story.

2011-09-27T11:07:00.006+08:00

"I was laughing so hard reading this story about this three people.. when I realised I had peed a 'lil bit.....so I looked down at my pants and suddenly my crush was behind me!" GROSS BUT HILARIOUS. hahhaahhaahha!

Reading a story about a story. :)

Somethings I missed..

2011-09-26T20:22:00.013+08:00

I excluded this from my previous post because I thought it was lengthy and you'd get bored after reading..but after parading(not really) around Sunway Pyramid with the unnies.. me and my parents headed off to Ace Hardware to get some knocks and crannys.. and I saw THIS! HOW WEIRD IS THAT? IT'S AN ACTUAL SUIT!

And before we headed out, saw some of this people playing "statue".. I don't know what they got for doing it..but..Steph unnie said it was for a good 'cause. The picture doesn't show that they're playing it..but they are.. I managed to capture a video :)

Three people standing around playing statue, the girl in red and white(both holding signs) aswell as the boy on the stairs. They were pretty good at it! All along the stairs- if you walked up, they were standing, cold and solid just like A STATUE! We were lucky enough to go through there to catch the event, when dad parked all the way on the other side.

Sunway Pyramid with my unnies

2011-09-25T18:03:00.003+08:00

I was too tired to post this entry yesterday .. seriously, Sunway Pyramid is ONE BIG PLACE. I've been there a million times but the fact is, it's still VERY OVERWHELMING .

Since Fiq unnie wanted to catch an early movie, we decided to meet at 10am at Sunway Pyramid's old entrance(where Starbuck is).

I set up an alarm at 8.30am but I woke up at 7.30am believing it was already 9!(sheesh, thanks alot mum ). I usually wake up at 10am during normal days and 2pm on weekends, imagine ME waking up so early! I didn't want to be the last to arrive and since it takes me atleast an hour~~(and a half)~~ to get ready, I believed I had a headstart. Boy, was I WRONG! So, since I couldn't go back to sleep. I got ready anyway. Didn't use hotwater because I wanted to appear fresh, IT WAS FREEZING .

Waking up too early. Check.
Showering with cold water instead of hot water to look fresh but instead I nearly froze to death. Check
Not wanting to arrive late. Check ...

Yeah, because I was THE FIRST ONE TO ARRIVE. I seriously worry too much

Anywho, my mum and dad thought it wasn't safe for me to go along and meet "these people" they have NAMES mum and dad! So, they made my brother tag along.

He was plain bored so he annoyed the heck out of me . Mum even sneakily took a peek at "the unnies" and she finally believed me when I said "they're not some pedo-noonas or crazy ahjusshi stalkers".

The first one to arrive was ME, then Steph unnie- it took me twenty minutes to find her(as I told you guys before, the place is pretty HUGE).. I went to a different Starbucks by mistake and had to go all the way around to find her. Ainaa unnie was already there but we met after me and Steph unnie met each other. Then, after about thirty minutes, came Fiq, Anyssa and Nuha unnie. Honestly, at first, I saw these group of girls and I thought they were the unnies.. I nearly screamed at them "UNNIE- IT'S PINKPANCAKES.. LINN.. OVER HEREEEE. Yooohuuuu!" so they could see me. lol XD (me.. laughing at myself) Thank god.. I didn't(omg, it would've been too embarrasing to bear).. because just as I was walking by, I noticed a girl wearing a VERY BRIGHT ORANGE SHIRT. It was Steph unnie! I finally found her! Yeay!

My first impressions(ARRANGED from who I met first):

Steph Unnie: Wahh, she's very petite and cute AND SUPER NICE. She's "teacher-like" and kind of looks like my Arabella JieJie(I miss you jiejie..uwaa). She's very talkative online but says few words in real life. I found myself sputtering nonsense and she would either nod or reply simply.

Ainaa Unnie: She's all smiles :D I've never met a Malaysian "Locket" Before.. so it's really nice to have finally met one! Oh and thank you unnie for saving me from that gigantic mum and her three little tots who would've crumpled me to death if you hadn't saved me!

Nuha Unnie: Lol.. my brother really liked this gal. NUHA UNNIE IS SERIOUSLY FUNNY whilst we were watching "Abduction" she was making some hilarious comments about the movie. I honestly love her carefree attitude and persona . Miannnn to Nuha Unnie, because I didn't wrap the present I gave you..and I didn't take a picture of it either! If Nuha unnie was a pocket elf, I'd bring her everywhere with me :) just for a good laugh!

Fiq Unnie: I've been dying to meet her- since, forever! She wasn't feeling well so I noticed that she wasn't talking as much. You know what? Fiq unnie's snarky little comments aren't just given out online! It's THERE in real life aswell. I still HEART it XD .

Finally, Anyssa Unnie: I didn't talk to her much, honestly. I don't remember her on SWM aswell. So Miann unnie! I really didn't mean to.. although Anyssa unnie eerily looks like my cousin M, except unnie is alot more prettier XD

To tell you the truth, I am a SOCIALLY AWKWARD and very quiet kind of girl- I was super suprised myself when I realised I spoke ALOT! Also, whilst we were eating. I couldn't help but laugh at Nuha and Steph unnie. Guys, I can speak Malay. I might not be fluent at it but I can manage speaking LOL! I was speaking to Nuha and Steph Unnie in English and Steph Unnie had to translate it to Nuha unnie. XD You guys are HILARIOUS. I can speak Malay but I write better in Chinese. :D I'm just weird like that.

Since we couldn't already catch the 11.45 movie, we decided to eat first than watch "Abduction". Some pictures of them at KFC:

Aren't my unnies, GAWJESS?

A funny thing that happened was that whilst we were deciding on where to eat, there were these group of Koreans RIGHT NEXT TO US.. I was calling them "unnie" and I'm sure they(these Koreans) noticed because my voice was pretty loud. One of the girls turned to look at me and then at them and she began sputtering some Korean. I couldn't clearly make out what it was but I think she said "That thing over there?"(literally meaning, "What is this?") hahaha pointing to a Sandwhich(?) and one of the boys(in the group) replied "Noona(older sis), that's a sandwhich. See.." lol! Thank you Korean lessons and Gigi Seongsaeng-nim. hehe!

After the movie:

Abduction was pretty good (but there was seriously nothing special). Especially good to those who are in love with Taylor Lautner. Yes, girls there are scenes where he doesn't have a shirt on. Although, I have to put in that the scenes are quite rough(?) for a PG-13 movie. I thought he looked pretty nice with Lily Collins(beautiful daughter of famous singer Phil Collins- you guys might not know him but my dad does) but the unnies were so dead honest saying that they had no chemistry. Yeah, I like Taylor better with Alyson Stoner anyways. Nuha Unnie was kind of right when she said Lily looks a bit like "that girl from Vampire Diaries"... she meant Nina Dobrev. My favourite actress in the whole wide world! However, Nina Dobrev is Canadian of Bulgarian ethnicity.. whilst Lily Collins is British of Irish ethnicity. They do look similar but not exactly identical.

To wrap it all up, the Gathering was kind of weird at first ..because we know each other quite well online and it's like we've been friends for ages but we were like stranges to each other as we met face to face...but as time passed by..and when time came where we had to part. It really did feel like that, it felt like we are and will be friends for eternity.

SHAWOLS FOR LIFE:

From left to right: Steph(Mrs.Minho), Ainaa(Ainaaashura),Nuha(happy_shinee),Fiq(fixifiq) & Anyssa (nyssa_onew)Unnie

Saranghaeyo Unnies.

Kamsahmida~ I had a great time!

Early day for a Sat-ur-day.

2011-09-24T08:00:00.021+08:00

I slept at 12am because I was watching "Jane Eyre" with mum. It was pretty good:

My favourite character is still Elizabeth Darcy(nee Benette) <--- LOL OMG I LOVE CALLING HER MRS.DARCY THAN HER FORMER NAME...but Jane Eyre is wonderfully potrayed by Mia Wasikowska. She's a very good actress. I was surprised to see Michael Fassbender- the guy who played young "Magneto"(X-Men, for those who don't know) but he potrayed Edward Rochester just as anyone would have seen him- he may be a little abrupt, but still...... Jamie Bell(he only ever played in "Jumper" as I presumed and I never really paid any attention to him), don't really have anything to say about his acting, really.. he played more of a "guest starring role"(yeah, even if it was A MOVIE) when St.John Rivers was quiet an important character in the novel.

I didn't realise I woke up at 7.30am- I wanted to get ready early and not be the last one to arrive at the gathering..but it turns out it's only 8am.. I can't go back to sleep now, IT'S ALL MY MUM'S fault. She knows how I panic about these things. So, I'm blogging and tweeting.. but I have to go get ready now. I'm super sleepy! And, super excited for the gathering!

Lacking Intelligence

2011-09-23T15:04:00.000+08:00

I'm going to tell you guys a story of these people-who really are STUPID.

"So the other week my little ole mum rang me to tell me she had been out walking her little ole rescue dog, when on the horizon appeared a young girl (18-20) with 4 straining rottweilers on leash.

My mum's dog was on leash as well and when my mum (just walking down the beach sidewalk) got within 100 meters of the dogs she was a little concerned.

Stopping she began to think about how to avoid the "pack" when the girl screamed across to her "I can't control these dogs".

Well my mum grabbed her dog and ran away.

Can you believe someone walking 4 potentially dangerous dogs in public, obviously dog aggressive and totally knowing you can't control them.

crazy.

Jaymee."

My aunt got attacked by a dog when she was smaller, she was too small to remember it but it traumatised my mum. I have NOTHING against the dogs, as they are dogs and their limit of intelligence is VERY small and narrow..however, the owners need to be more careful and responsible towards these pets. Seriously.

I lost a day.

2011-09-22T23:03:00.002+08:00

I can't believe it's already Thursday! Which means TSC and TVD TONIGHT *scream, yelp, jump, dance, scream*

As much as I can't say it...

2011-09-21T23:22:00.001+08:00

I truly, dearly miss Harry Potter. I grew up with it. The thought of it disappearing or atleast slowly fading from my life is irrecomprehensible. . Sometimes I wonder why I make posts that are irrelevant.. when no one reads or cares for my website....

Life doesn't make me busy enough

I lost a day.

2011-09-21T21:54:00.000+08:00

I can't believe it's already Thursday! Which means TSC and TVD TONIGHT *scream, yelp, jump, dance, scream*

Ate Apple Pie.. and burger.. but Blueberry Muffin is still lingering in my mind XD

Empty Tuesdays

2011-09-20T22:55:00.005+08:00

My room has been intoxicated with the smell of my nail polish lately ....sometimes I wonder if it's because of lack of sleep or the poison that has reached to my brain.

I do things that are stupid.

Really Really Good Girl

2011-09-19T21:55:00.003+08:00

Been lazy with homework lately(and everything else)... ...infact.. I think I've stopped doing my regular work/chores for the past few month and mum and dad don't get angry with me AT ALL. I know..they realise that I realise that I'm doing something wrong and I'll figure it out and start getting back to work(me being me- always so stupid and guilty).. but they're WRONG.. because I'm going to be lazy as HELL and not better myself at all! MWUAHAHAHAHAHA.

This stupid song on my website doesn't relate to what I'm feeling now AT ALL

Lunar Festival- The Moon.

2011-09-18T20:32:00.000+08:00

Yeah, I know.. I know a 'lil too late for that..but still

So, dad took us out and I managed to capture this gorgeous picture of the moon. I snapped it via my mobile phone so its not perfectly clear. You can catch a glimpse of it on the far corner on the right. It's so bright and beautiful!

Engagement Party.

2011-09-17T23:52:00.000+08:00

Went to my dad's cousin(my aunt's) Engagement party today....tired as hell. I don't feel like writing a long entry.

September Rain

2011-09-16T11:12:00.009+08:00

So...yeah.. I changed my layout because TVD is over it's hiatus...and thats what I promised myself and my readers(if I even have..them..that is) that I'd change the layout once TVD is back on TV.

It's been raining alot lately. I love it when it rains because I write better. I thought of growing strawberries in this cold weather. Drink hot cocoa, stay under your blankets AND DON'T CATCH COLD!

The Vampire Diaries and The Secret Circle (Premieres)

2011-09-15T19:52:00.025+08:00

Great news guys, I'm happy enough that I'll be using EMOTICONS in my posts again !!!

Let's start off with The Vampire Diaries. As usual, the series is packed all-in-one.. but it seems there was something missing. I couldn't clearly state what..but it just felt like it.. and I even had this pang of sorrow at the end scene *spoiler* when Stefan calls Elena. I'M A DIE-HARD Delena fan and for a second there.. I THOUGHT OF THE OPPOSITE- Can you believe it? The TVD crew, production, cast and music mixers really are an amazing bunch- Thank you. Eventhough something was out of place for Season 3 it's safe to say that I CAN'T wait for for next weeks episode! And I'm glad TVD is back on TV.

Moving on to The Secret Circle, I've been a huge, huge, HUGE fan of Brittany Robertson ever since she starred in "Life Unexpected" the series was kind of stupid near the mid-end -_- but she played such a wonderful and spunky character. Thomas Dekker, on the other hand, is pretty cute but I never REALLY paid attention to him- I only knew him as that kid playing "John Connor" in the unsuccesful Terminator series . He looked better with longer hair but his acting here showed promised. I can't really put out a statement for The Secret Circle because I haven't had enough of it. The lines may be a little cheesy but the "magic" that happens really is amazing to watch! So, I'll stay tuned.

Two amazing shows!

2011-09-14T18:12:00.000+08:00

All in one day. Can't wait for the Season 3 premiere of TVD and the new show "Secret Circle" <3 <3 <3 LESS THAN THREE-hehehe.

Hehehe

2011-09-13T12:39:00.000+08:00

Using my mum's lappy to update. Hehehehe.. empty post..once again.. sorry my readers.

I've been lazy

2011-09-12T20:38:00.001+08:00

This post will explain on why I've been lazy. Well, not really. Now I'm too lazy to talk about it.

Planet of the Apes

2011-09-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

Don't really feel like reviewing the movie but just wanted to let you people know that I watched it.

(creds to owner of pics)

Vampire Diaries Season 3- "Appetite"

2011-09-10T23:41:00.000+08:00

OMG.OMG.OMG. JUST 5 MORE DAYS!

Here's a 'lil something to whet your appetite:

Contemplating.

2011-09-09T16:40:00.000+08:00

I guess this post will not be more than a few words combined together to form a sentence. Still, it's ridiculous.

A very bad week.

2011-09-08T22:42:00.006+08:00

I have had a very bad week.

My teacher has been acting up which means that I've to scout around for a new Mandarin Chinese Lao Shi.
My writing has not been doing good...AT ALL
Some other thing I REALLY CAN'T TALK ABOUT.

Nora Elena-end.

2011-09-07T17:37:00.006+08:00

So..my dad had been following this really stupid AND UBERLY SUCKISH Malay series called "Nora Elena" because he found the OST by accident and thought the songs were good. It turns out, the drama was awful with an insanely horrid ending.

He spent a day and a half watching it non-stop (yes, with lack of sleep) but thank god it's over now -_-.

Concentration is (mostly) the key to success!

2011-09-06T19:21:00.009+08:00

I don't get why I can't concentrate when I do Maths or Science or Geography or History...sometimes even Language. I get so frustrated at myself that I sometimes wish I were two different people and me No#1 could beat up me No#2. I have all the time in the world but I'm wasting it by reading news about people who don't even know I exist and they don't even care.

Sometimes, I tell myself that I should just go die.. but thats just me being stupid.. you know why? Because then.. I really don't want to(die, I mean).

Urgh nevermind, you wouldn't really understand.. I'm just me, being me.. and I need something to do about this lack of concentration!

Let's start the countdown

2011-09-05T20:22:00.001+08:00

THERE'S ONLY 10 DAYS LEFT 'TIL TVD RETURNS AJAJAJKSFL;AJFLAJFLA *SPAZZ*
I can't tell you what a rollecoaster of emotions I'm feeling. I'm tired, hungry, excited, sad, impatient and all around bored.

TVD- only you can heal my boredom!

Cimorelli (sim-or-ELL-ee)

2011-09-04T14:41:00.003+08:00

They're beautiful, they have angelic voices, they make 'awesome' covers- especially this one I'll be posting AND THEY'RE SISTERS! Their parents are awfully lucky~

Plerng Toranong- Lofty Flame

2011-09-03T17:54:00.026+08:00

I've been withholding this FOR ONE WHOLE MONTH! BUT FINALLY HERE IT IS! THE SECRETS OF WHAT I'VE BEEN DOING FOR TWO WEEKS DURING THE MONTH OF AUGUST!

This series is horribly flawed, the acting is only at par, IT'S TERRIBLY DRAGGY(look at each other- look at plant- look back at person-look at plant), the dialouge isn't all that great, it easily comes off as cheesy and it's too cliche!

I can count on one finger which scenes I liked- which isn't a good thing.

But if you're die-hard Mario Maurer fans and Taew Nataporn lovers.. then you have to watch this, definitely! With so little scenes to work with, their chemistry is beyond amazing. I originally intended to watch this because of Mario, but I guess Taew gained a fan instead(I have an instant liking to good actresses who can potray the 'cold on the outside, hot as hell on the inside' characters well). Kudos to Taew.. and as much as the others only gave out decent acting, okay, maybe just a little above decent, Mario is great as always, playing the sweet, kind and lovestruck guy.

I have to be honest, I skipped almost every episode because it was too draggy and only tuned in to watch the Taew X Mario / Plerng X Numfon moments. For me, it was like watching those Friday Malay Dramas on Tv1 whilst theres nothing else on TV- I tell you, it's torture man. Thankfully though, some scenes are cut back with the sweetness of Mario and Taew. If you're watching it because of the plot.. then don't.. if you're watching it because of this two as a couple.. then you should definitely screen it on your computer/tv screen right now!

I hope these two are paired up again because this drama REALLY didn't do them any justice.

(creds to owner of pics)

~Heartstrings~ & MUMMY TURNS 42

2011-09-02T16:50:00.002+08:00

It's ended. There is nothing left to say.

I wanted to cry but it overwhelmed me so much I choked back the tears.

It was wrapped up beautifully with that bittersweet bow. I waited two years for this couple to come back onto the big screen. They did, and they weren't as big as they were back in "You're beautiful" but now they have made their stop. I'm awfully sad but there is this kind of fulfillingness that you can't deny.

Thank you Heartstrings/You've fallen for me cast, PDs', directors, script writers and even the fans. You relived every moment Park Shin Hye and Jung Yong Hwa had together through out these years. It was a long and bumpy journey but a beautiful one at that.

and.. a

I LOVE YOU MUMMY!

(creds to owner of pics)

Beautiful September

2011-09-01T16:36:00.010+08:00

Hello all,

Woah! It's already September of 2011! I remember just last night it was August. I can't believe the year only has 3 months until it ends. I already feel so old. 2011 please don't go away. You've treated me so well.

I'll be opening my website to the public once again.. therefore.. welcome.

Sincerely,

Me.

Goodbye August!

2011-08-31T16:35:00.000+08:00

Woah.. August did bring us a lot of things huh? But I guess now it's waving us a goodbye!

Happy EID~

2011-08-30T23:31:00.000+08:00

It was a good one!!

(creds to owner of pics)

Damn tired~

2011-08-29T12:57:00.001+08:00

Cleaned the house
Went shopping for clothes AND FOOD(dad took us to like 5 malls, (approx) 7km away each, and then drove to three supermarkets -_-)
Helped mum cook
Baked a cake

SUPER TIRED! AS HELL!

Countdown to Eid'ul Fitr

2011-08-28T01:48:00.000+08:00

2# days left 'til Eid..

Countdown to Eid'ul Fitr

2011-08-27T12:13:00.001+08:00

3# days left 'til Eid..

Countdown to Eid'ul Fitr

2011-08-26T01:46:00.001+08:00

4# days left 'til Eid..